Experience makes you grow Exponentially




I was frustratingly going through the footages of my short film which I had completed. I had informed Prajakt about my recent failure as Director during shooting of film but he insisted I must go through footages & edit it by myself. He gave me some tutorials on how to operate FCPX; he said Editing is misunderstood as mere arrangement of scenes, but it’s something more creative and artistic.

“Aadesh, did you know humans have excellent quality of never failing. Either they win or learn lesson to be better for next time. It’s a win-win situation” Prajakt said sitting next to me when I was busy going through tutorials.

“Nope. I don’t think so, you see my work & you will realize how wrong you were” I replied taking notes on notepad.

“Oh come on, don’t be so harsh on yourself. You did a good job considering it was your 1st time” Pj said patting my back.

“Pj yaar please don’t console me, I know I am a bull & just delivered a shit” I retorted giving no space for his compliments.

“You don’t believe me? Come here have a look at our first short film” he was already on his way to search it.

He searched 2-3 hard disks. Was about to yell & throw things here & there but found it. He called me & others into his room. He played his first short film “BEST LANGUAGE” & we all watched it in rapt attention. No words were said, no exchange of looks, no ohhs & ahhs. At the end of film, I felt my goose bumps on skin, had tears ready to drop but controlled it. It was an amazing experience. I was so choked with emotions that I could not respond instantly.

“So how is it? You like it?”Pj asked looking at our faces. I had my answer in tears.

“Dude, its super duper hit. A masterpiece I must say”, I replied pressing hard his hands. “I must suicide if you think I am better than you were at first short film”.

“Oh come on!! Don’t do over the top appreciation. I know you are a writer & good with words but I keep check on reality. It is not that good” he replied looking at others.

“No sir, it’s very good. We loved it” was unanimous reply of Kanha & Rupesh, our flat mates.

“How, When & Why you guys made this short film” I inquired.

“Back then we were having studies & practice going simultaneously. I got this idea of testing our skills, checking our ability to work without plan and we went out for shoot. We had 1 7D & 60D cam, hand-made shoulder rig. We were travelling, shooting anything we find interesting. Then one of us saw this school of deaf & dumb students. I knew instantly I got my subject & went there, took all necessary permission & rolled camera. The kids were far better than any actor I had seen” Prajakt’s reply was shocking to me.

“That’s simply amazing, hats off to you guys for making such a beautiful film, so emotional, meaningful movie without words.”

“Me, Sanket & our team have special importance of this film. We are extremely proud of what we did & that’s why I insist we all must do things we will be proud to share it with others. This experience made us grow exponentially. After this we came to know how camera captures emotion without expressing a single word.”

“That’s clearly seen.”

“Getting back to my point we did this to check our talent, ability, study & put ourselves under scanner of quality. Since then I have told hundreds of students to write, shoot, direct & edit 1 film before they go for any audition or interview. It’s very important to grind yourself through this experience”, Pj explained his point.

“Yeah, but what if you don’t want to concentrate on one thing only & don’t want to get diverted by other aspects?” I had my obvious question.

“You won’t die if you work this way in one movie and then you can continue with your specialty afterwards. It’s my experience that doing everything in one short film will only improves your skills and sharpens your knowledge. Rest is your wish & will” Pj laughs looking at my sorry face.

“Ok bro! Point noted. And I have done this though failed miserably”, my sarcasm was back.

“Not failed miserably but lesson learn smartly” Pj replied with much deep intentions which I could feel in eyes.
 BEST LANGUAGE- a short film is highly recommended to all of you, just to know how this guys has started their journey with such a meaningful & amazing expression of emotions

Comments